question for anyone whos smoked marijuana or has done ecstasy?

i quit a long time ago and went through the whole withdrawal phase (which SUCKKSSS beyond anything in the whole world), but i’ve noticed i don’t really get mad anymore. i don’t know if its from when i was smoking and being mellow all time made me just calm and see things from another perspective, or if its from a seratonin deficiency from the ecstasy that affects your mood. i mean don’t get me wrong im perfectly fine and my life is in order im not a druggy, but i just noticed i don’t really get angry anymore. as if i’ve found some inner happiness lol. im a bit scared though that if i do get angry enough that it will show in an uncontrollable outburst of rage. anyway its been 6 months since i last smoked and a year since my experience with x, anybody else like this at all or wana share their story or opinion?

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