Marijuana, ex girlfriend, doesnt mix. help?

The other day i broke up with my girfriend of like 4 months
because i decided i was gonna get back into the world of drugs that i was previously in but i stopped for her. noww she says she never even cared if i did drugs
i had to promise not to do them
i was sober for 5 months,
i went through withdrawals that could kill me, for her.
and she says she never even cared
she said that she thought that if i was off drugs that i would be happier
she kept that secret from me and it couldve killed me
i dont know if i should be mad
i dont know anything
what should i be feeling right now?
anger? joy?
help please
the withdrawals werent from pot
they were from dxm and oxycodone

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