question for anyone whos smoked marijuana or has done ecstasy?
i quit a long time ago and went through the whole withdrawal phase (which SUCKKSSS beyond anything in the whole world), but i’ve noticed i don’t really get mad anymore. i don’t know if its from when i was smoking and being mellow all time made me just calm and see things from another perspective, or if its from a seratonin deficiency from the ecstasy that affects your mood. i mean don’t get me wrong im perfectly fine and my life is in order im not a druggy, but i just noticed i don’t really get angry anymore. as if i’ve found some inner happiness lol. im a bit scared though that if i do get angry enough that it will show in an uncontrollable outburst of rage. anyway its been 6 months since i last smoked and a year since my experience with x, anybody else like this at all or wana share their story or opinion?
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lol trust me it won’t be uncontrollable rage, unless its like something that was really terrible, your pretty calm now, just don’t get on the stuff again, doing the withdrawal once sucks doing it twice is HELL
I find that Im not as SAD and DOWN and GRUmPY..
I think before I do things,and I look at things differently now.
X was the worst thing i’ve ever done.
I hated it,and yet i’ve done it 12 times.
When Im on it i just want the affect to pass.
I trip out and go all emotional and in my own zone.
And as for weed,i loved it,but noticed how much it changed and controlled me.
It’s a high,so when your off it,your mood is completely down,before your clean.
I lost a whole year of my life,doing that crap.
Drinking,smoking and popping pills.
Now every so often I smoke weed,but I’ve learned how to not let it describe who I am,and its only when im out with my friends,and about to go see an awsome movie or something..or to the buffet,haha.
But thats like every 3-6 months!
Soo it’s not in my life as much..
And Im back in university.
Fuked up a lot there,but decided to shape up.
The best thing I’ve ever did,was to stop smoking weed everyday,and drink every weekend,and popping pills every so often.