My marijuana addiction?

Im 15 turnin 16 in november. Ive recreating with pot for about 7 months. I went through the withdrawal symptoms, from anxiety to depression. I’m getting great grades but i have such an urge to smoke.Im not gonna lie, i love weed, it makes everything so much fun and helps my ADD when i cant focus. But recently ever since Question#2 for MA stating the decrimilization of possession marijuana in legal doses ,ive reconsidered it. I know this law ,has a 30 day timespan to become put into play, so that means on Dec.4 ,it the bill will have passed. Now, im in a slump, fuck my friends its not a thing i do to look cool, its a feeling i desire, my life can be stressful at times with things i deal with in my household. My sister is 18 and is autistic,bipolar,manic depressive,mental retarded and has OCD. My best friend has always been against,i feel like i cant talk to him about it without it backfiring and he goes on a tyraid of how i have to just deal with it. Now my phycolgist, obviously is more reasonable because he is paid to hear me talk, but he was impressed at how far ive come, and said he wouldnt look down on me if i slipped and fell into trying marijuana again on my path of sobriety, Now my question is this, who’s side should i take?What should i do about my cravings?How can i explain to my friend what i am going through and how i feel this desire building up stronger everyday?
Thank you for you comments in advance

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